I'm still in shock and heartbroken that Nicki is no longer with us. When I first moved to London 3 years ago and started my role in PHE, she couldn't have been more supportive. Even though I was far from family, Nicki made me feel so welcome and when I was upset or stressed out we would go downstairs for a 'fag' as she would say. Looking back I am so glad to have had a close and fond relationship with Nicki but wish I could have rekindled that relationship while we were working remotely. I would do anything to tell her how much she was loved by everyone and will forever have a spot in everyone's heart and memories. xxx